my personal life is not in the best shape. i have a bunch of things going on musically that i’m excited about, but i missed my daughter’s bday. about to miss thanksgiving with the family. cant pay for certain things. i’m single. all is good tho because Jesus has a plan. i trust god more today than ever before. right now i’m doing a life turn up & changing all that struggle shit forever. I just produced half the records for that new legendary aaliyah album. this year alone i worked with brad paisley, ll cool j, seal, will.i.am, etc. most importantly, i started working with myself. i am the greatest self contained entity in music, the world will know soon. nobody’s producing better than me, making songs better than me, building new artists better than me, looking or dressing better than me & putting out quality better than i will. and i say that humbly. just wait. i am.
when I was a kid, anything was possible. and even in my adult years, anything is still possible. i never lost my imagination. i spend countless hours every day thinking of new ideas, making songs, doing things to secure my families future. what if you could have everything you ever thought of? wouldn’t that be some ill sh*t. when you become an adult they try to put you in a box with the rest of society & tell you what you can & can’t do. they’ll try to conform you, nah….conform to the limitless places in your mind. never lose your imagination. you are what you think about about the majority of the time. always think limitless.
they’ll forget what you do for them. with them. forget that you had their back when everyone else said no. all you can do is be kind. even through disrespect. Continue to hold your head high. i guess thats how ‘friends’ are today. the person who messed up will realize. sooner or later. hopefully. if not they missed out but your blessings will continue. remember life goes on. remind yourself. nobody built like you. you design yourself. let Jesus be the best friend you have & all will be right.
This year has been the year of change for me. Hard work has gotten me in a lot of doors. Only God & my mother truly know the struggles I’ve been through so it’s only right I praise them when these good times arrive. I’m thankful for what has yet to be seen. I saw it already tho. I’ve seen it over & over in my head many times before. Been at the top, just waiting on you all to look up. In due time. Due time.
I miss my princess. Woke up & cried this morning cause I haven’t seen her since May. This has got to be the hardest thing ever. I just want my daughter to know I love her past death. Its only a matter of time before everything changes for good, & its all for her. Its all for the daughter.